Life Dint' Matter

I was born to stubborn on this cruel word;
Im 18 and I spend all my Teenage years trying to find a love,
I could not find it anywhere so I turned Into Drugs,
After all the smoke and i found my self addictive;


Adrenaline keeps me anxious overdrive;
Ecstacy keeps my head on the clouds;
Momma don't fail me now!
I lost my Fucking Life..


Attention, Attention Everyone!
Im rude, dump and cheated
Ive been beaten up and bruised
So now i choosed to be bad To save Myself..


Life is not a friend to me 
So Mom, i wish you won't blame me fOr being a Pathetic son,
You can't save me anymore, 
This shit Addiction won't keep me Drowned.