Dreams

If Hopes fails, I fail
If Love hurts, I'm Hurt

Frustrations always visits me, but I never let it in
Problems always takes away our hopes, but not our dreams
If People hates you, it's because they don't understand you
Struggles are just paths before we achieve our dreams

Hold on to the dream, never look down
Hold on to the dream, never take their criticisms
Hold on to the dream, to the never ending dreams

I Remember October

Last October Was I Think was The Greatest One,
The Semestral Break was Fabulous

Damn! Those days!
I could not ask for more
I could not wish any thing more



Every Single Second of the vacation;
Seems so Perfect
You were Perfect

But then Suddenly
I dint know what Happened
You Walk away

I miss October
I miss what I miss
I wish I could turn it back
:(

Unconscious

times like this felt me like;
Minutes are turning into Hours,
Days Turning into weeks,
Months Turning into years,
it feels like i can't move from what you did.

I really want you to lie to me
and say that Things will Be Alright..
You're far away with your heart
You must say that Im gonna be Fine

Even through you already set me free,
The Process of Begginning a new life is Dull
Waking up every Morning without seeing your Face
Makes me can't Sleep at night

Me And The Ballad of Mr. Goldfish And Ms.Fake Fate Queen

I was Stoned
I Hate It when Im Stoned
When You Said You Were Having Affair
To Mr. Goldfish


Ms. Fake Fate Queen I Was So chilled to you
You're The One That I Want The Most
If Only Mr. Goldfish Knew that,
But He Never Knew, He Only Knew Shit


Yeah Right!!
I Don't have rights to what you two want
Its Like,
Im your Pain Washer, But He's your Pain Reliever


Im Fucking Innocent,
She's A Shame
He's A Brain Sucker


Im Alone
You're Together


Well I Accept The Results
I only Hope Ms. Fake Fate Queen
Don't Chase Regrets
Because,
If You Planned To comeback
I'll Shoot Your Head with my Gun

Hello September


My Friends Told Me That Im So Lucky
To Have A Chance On You
Last Summer Was Awesome
They Told It, Because Of you


I Was So, 
Honest,
True,
And Fucking In love with you
But You Left Me Empty Handed


I Gave You My Heart
But You Reap It Apart
Like A Paper Pieces..
Fuck! Like Ouch!


You Said Your Heart Belonged In Another Place
But I Found Out That Place Is A Bitch!
I Hope Your Happy?


Because My September Sucks..





Awkwardly Attracted


Like a rain, You hit me with Thunder
Like a Photograph, You make me Smile
Like Contellations up in the Sky,
You Fill me with new Hopes..


Smile, Smile Mona Lisa,
Your making me alive... 
With those beautiful face,
I can't think of something else..


Your a Killer, Thriller, Sweet Tender
NO! Never I can go A day,  
Without a Scene from you..
Just One Cup, Sleep Tight 




(I made This About A Month Ago, So Now I Hate this but I still want to Post it..)

Life Dint' Matter


I was born to stubborn on this cruel word;
Im 18 and I spend all my Teenage years trying to find a love,
I could not find it anywhere so I turned Into Drugs,
After all the smoke and i found my self addictive;


Adrenaline keeps me anxious overdrive;
Ecstacy keeps my head on the clouds;
Momma don't fail me now!
I lost my Fucking Life..


Attention, Attention Everyone!
Im rude, dump and cheated
Ive been beaten up and bruised
So now i choosed to be bad To save Myself..


Life is not a friend to me 
So Mom, i wish you won't blame me fOr being a Pathetic son,
You can't save me anymore, 
This shit Addiction won't keep me Drowned.

You Reap Me Apart

I never thought about things at all, everything changed, the distance that wedged itself between me and my happiness wasn't the world, it wasn't the bombs and burning buildings, it was me, my thinking, my cancer of never letting go, is ignorance bliss, I don't know, but it's so painful to think, and tell me, what did thinking ever do for me, to what great place did thinking ever bring me? I think and think and think, I've thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it.




I spent my life learning to feel less.
Every day I felt less.
Is that growing old? Or is it something worse?
You can not protect yourself from sadness without protecting yourself from happiness.









Source: Jonathan Safran Foer

What my dreams are made of

I've been away for a long time
Such a long time
And I miss you there

It goes to show, I hope that you know that you are
What my dreams are made of
Can't fall asleep, can't fall asleep
I lay in my bed awake, in my bed awake at night
As I dream of you I'll fall in love, you'll fall in love
It could mean everything, everything to me
I can't imagine being anywhere elseThey say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need

They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave

The way that we are
It's the reason I stay
As long as you're here with me
I know we'll be Ok

Please stay forever with me






Source: If Im James Dean, You're Audrey Hepburn 

Dedication

You'll never really find those perfect words,
Something more than just, goodbye.
It's hard to remember the good times when there was just so much heartache,
And they deserve more than that.


They deserve more than just one single moment of sadness, so just remember,


When there's enough love in our hearts to burst like a fuckin' supernova,
Then there's sure as hells enough love in our heart, to spark that famous smile.
We all lose someone at some point in our lives, 
But don't ever let go of that smile.




Hold on forever, 

I wAs Meant To make you Smile, I was Meant to make you Shine


I had A dream that were Dead, but we pretended that were still lived with no regrets
We never Bleed, And we took Everythig Life could give
and we came up broken, Empty-Handed
 In the End....



Source: http://xxhitthefloor.tumblr.com/

“…looking at it objectively, realistically, I’d say that I still love you. And I’m kind of afraid that I won’t really stop loving you.”

Doomsday?


I heard that this coming May 21, 2011, will be the worlds Judgement day..Doomsday

Ohh Im preparing for the 2012, but now
the end of the world they say will be uhmm about this coming saturday..!!!
f*** up!!! Am I ready to DIE? NO IM NOT!!!

This is Miserable, !!
SoO instead of believing to this shit...



Lets Pray Instead

A note

Dear Friend,

Goodmorning, It's May 16 Today, Exactly 12:10am
Im having my Coffee, And its more tastier than Summer

Well earlier today you called, Your Crying...
you know what? it's OK to Cry, But its better not to think too much of those things
that making you Sad,
Make your self Happy by forgetting all the sudden things that Aching you.

Life does not stops here, It's Only a Test of Trial :")

Make yourself Feel Better, LIVE FREE :"P


Sincerely Yours,
the one your Calling Insane :p

It is Said

If you never had a broken Heart
You have not yet experienced True Love..

Source: From A Friend :")

CheaterCheater BestFriend Eater

So I sing rain, rain go away, come again another day,
When I say it’s okay to give a little hell to pay.
And every single time you make your way into my sheets,
The hours move to minutes, the days turn into weeks.

And I know you’re so cool, but I must be a fool,
for taking you in and letting you win control of my heart.

SomeOne

Find Some One who'l never get tired of kissing you everyday, who'l hug you 
when your Jealous, who'l Understandingly keep silent when your mad, 
Who'l squeeze your hand when your simply not in the mood willing to share
everything with you..


Source: FROM A FRIEND :")

bA Ba dA Ba bA Da bA Da

Love Is Stronger than Pride
So when love SomeOne, tell them and never let Go

When you love you must not expect anything in return.
If you do your not loving your Investing.



True Love Never Dies as we see in our eyes only when
we let go that can truly say Goodbye

It's like My Mind knows whats Right but my Heart
is Being Retarded and Still Cries

Tear out my eyes to remove the gift of sight

A Single Moment of Sincerity?


Your silence is so haunting
Your words relentless, burying in
My heart betrays me for a last first kiss goodbye
Fall asleep and jar one eye....

Being righteous isn't quite enough
What happened between us, what can I give to save me

You Can Still Breath without A Doctor, But without Air You will Die

What a Beautiful Sunshine
To light up my Day,
What a Adorable Fountain
To light up my way

Well that's only an Intro
The Real thing Is.....


Pride,
It takes a real man to build a House
but what if the real men don't have any tools or something?
Can he build a home?
It's just for you to realize that
Not all things can be Done, By doing it by Yourself...


Impression,
Think before you talk,
Before you judge..
If this happened In the first place
Galileo shoudn't be Posessed
But look! The Earth still revolves around the Sun...

being a Sacrilegious,
Im not Always attending A Mass, I mean It
But I can still have other ways to
show my Faith like Poseur
.. I love Jesus not because he Died for Us
It's Because he's a Good Friend

....I created this almost 8 months ago, Originally Posted on my FB account

Live Free

hola! Joed de Im, de Dieciocho años de edad de las Filipinas. ... y esto son las razones por qué el blogging de Im


I blog coz, Its one of my escaping place.
I blog coz, Im not doing ok lately, maybe thats not a reason
I blog coz, I want to share everything, like Literature, Links, Arts and music
and I blog coz, I love toOo


thats all